Pretty Ill to be Honest – 26-27th August 2021

26th I was very ill and couldn’t do much. Headache, tiredness, couldn’t sleep so I basically did almost nothing all day. I probably did a few things regarding Mr Rex but I forgot exactly what now. I was in a very negative place, my neurotic mind couldn’t stop thinking about all the bad things that’ve happened in my childhood and in my adult life. It’s rough, but I think it gave me the context I needed to tell myself “Tomorrow is a fresh start. No more of this, be disciplined and get to work asap.”. It was late, My commissions were due in the morning so I decided to go to bed early and do them 8AM in the morning.

Today (27th) I forgot to Journal in the morning like I usually do, possibly because I went upstairs early. It’s now 3PM. I’ve completed my commissions and am now getting revved up for a remake of one of my old games. FUN AT LAST! I woke up very early this morning and felt very refreshed, I meditated for 40 minutes and I started my day with some work that needed doing. Perfect framing, I hope I don’t waste the rest of today.