Catchup – 21st October 2021

Since I last journaled, it’s been a while.

I feel not a lot has happened. I’ve kept doing whatever work I can but I’ve otherwise been pretty depressed as usual. I’ve made an effort to be more proactive and get out of the house more, I cycle, I have a gym membership again, I even made a new short film. I guess I’m feeling a little better but it simply isn’t enough. Being happy seems like hard work and I wish it wasn’t.

I did release a new short film “American Cuisine” so that’s good. Today I’ve decided to make a list of what I want to do. Hopefully I can stick to it. Oh yeah I also stopped doing the 20 day program, I’ll have to resume it soon.

A friend got to play the new Super DynoStory irl, that was quite fun.

So I’ve made some changes but I don’t think I’ve changed enough to break out of my rut. My productivity is still super low compared with where I need it to be. Time is running out, I need to get Super DynoStory completed.

That’s all. I think I’m going to make Automatic tea a thing so I have reason to get up early like I used to. Maybe I’ll go to bed on time again and actually make progress reading the bible.

Alrigght that;’s all.